Our first home was 34 westerham walk ,from hear we traveled back and forth to the Radcliffe ,it was where we bought Tylor home to his first home ,but we had a long way from being induced to getting home . It was a long labour and Tylor was bourn at 12.36 am ,how very strange he left this world at all most the same time possible the same ,I saw Tylor the second he came to this world ,we dident think we would be able to hold him but he was wraped and put in him mums arms,not for long as he was rushed to scbu ,and there amounst all the small prem babies was my Tylor "the grandad "as he was knon because he was so big 7.11 not a small lad ,straight away he was fighting for his life ,we had to wait for the small holes we all have as a new Bourne in his heart close so they could decide what to do ,my Samantha had a hard time to being rushed back to the word and put on a drip ,I was visiting Ty then Sam ,but soon Tylor was in her arms where he should b, this was a very hard time we felt very alone we saw a small number of freinds and family but this was small and they know who they are and we love them for the time they gave ,after about 11days Ty had to go down for Sergery ,for the first time I carried him to theatre ,some thing that I Tys dad have all ways done ,some thing that is so so hard and only got harder as Ty grew ,but it was always going to be my face my words my arms ,the larst he saw as he was put under just invade he dident come back to us "to roll the dice"a saying I have uttered many times ,again as I look back now 4 moths on from his passing how very right I was there for him on his larst night ,I held him ,I told him I loved him I pulled all the wires and tunes from him ,I held his heart as it stopped ,and I keeper let go of him till his mum got to us to hold him , I remember the journey home as we left Oxford with Ty in his car seat in a nitted blue jumper ,and so we were home we dident think we would get there but we did and this was how Ty would fight all his life ,when Ty started school I told him and made sure he knew he had achieved more than any one there just by getting to this point !!