One year in and should you glance at me whiling away at my daily toil you could think he's fine now , I think it probley better for you to think that "its easyer" my life has changed so much even the phisical affect Greaf has on us is hard even for me to believe , daily home life with out you is so quiet very few people visit now again "easyer" and that was one if my biggest fears for how it will be , Leah went out with a Freind today ,I sat out last night looking at stars and saw a shooting star ,my wish is for Leah to find some happy ness ,very few things make me truly happy now ,a smile or a giggle on Leah or Sams face ! I can safely put that as you 2 don't visit hear , and realy this story will just be lost in the others I have and will write ,we hear Back from the health ombitsman in a few weeks , but I hold no hope they don't seem to care and I believe they are only there to stifal the process , anyway I will have to try hard to write nice memory's next time x