I always new how special Tylor was but with it now coming up to 6 months since I held you I find it hard to think of a future with out you,although that is what we have, one thing is for sure I will never stop talking about you ,sharing all your fun and love and should any one not feel happy about that you will not be in my life, its very strange how people are what they say what they think is ok to say even the word ok is hard to take some times,Pitty Pity is some thing I have no time for, Do not pity me for I am the farther of 2 of the loveliest caring children any man could wish for, and while we are at it when you talk of my boy do not do it in past tense as he gives me the strength to go on and he is all around the ones who love him, he is very much alive to me even if I can not hold or talk, Tylor gave me so much strength and still does,love you matexxx